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October 14, 2008? WTF is going on?
Alright, I’ve had a migraine on and off – mostly on – since later Friday night. it is now Sunday and not showing signs of letting up. Migraines for me are not unusual, but one of this duration is pretty much rare. It’s not been excruciating. This is of the functional variety. Functional but tiring. Just weird. I have been writing it off to the stress at work last week and possible hormonal fluctuations (just started my off week of bc pills). THEN, I got the urge – totally unrelated – to check the Unexplained Mysteries board to see what’s going on over there, as I haven’t looked at it in a while. This is a forum on the paranormal and the unexplained.
For a while now I’ve been telling B that I feel like something big is going to happen. I feel weird. I can’t explain it except to say I don’t feel ”myself” and I feel very “off.” As you know, I’ve been to several doctors and have come up empty thusfar. I have had some psychic abilities in the past that I have never been able to harness or control. In short, the biggest example of this is Sept. 11th, 2001. The night of Sept. 10th I was very sick to my stomach for no reason I could figure out. My stomach was way off. I really don’t want to discuss it right now, but the last dream I had the morning of Sept. 11 before I woke up was a very vivid, lucid dream in which I was walking to & arriving at work in what I recognized as lower Manhatten (I dont actually live there) and experienced what I can only describe as an epic disaster. In retrospect, I am sure it was the perspective of some unfortunate soul in the second tower.
So I’ve had some experience with feeling weird and having things happen. Things I have no control over. But big things.
I don’t know what to make of the info I have found today. Info on 10/14/08, motherships, Google Earth anomalies and weird lights on the news during the VP debate the other night. Read all about it here and in a number of different threads here.
I mean, I know it all sounds like a load of hooey. But so would have 9/11 before it really happened! What really gets me is this blog where a known psychic named Blossom Goodchild is channeling info from the “aliens” (I guess) and posting it. If you read the entry for Friday 10/3 you’ll see them discussing how our people are suddenly experiencing headaches. Yeah, this really made me stop and think. Clearly, I’m a sensitive. Clearly, I have a headache. Hmmm. This and the google earth anomalies are also being discussed here.
Maybe I’m wrong, but I don’t think this is a “cult” thing. Even if it is, I am NOT part of any cult and never would be. I just think this is all interesting and definitely weird. I’ve discussed before the increase in paranormal events within the last year and what it all could mean.
So, just WTF is going on in this world? Hmmm. 
2 comments October 5, 2008
If you are interested in reading my private posts….
they usually regard either my migraines or my sleep paralysis/hypnagogic hallucinations and things of that nature. I keep the posts password-protected as sploggers tend to steal anything I tag “health” or “migraines.” Leave me a comment and I’ll give you the password I normally use. Anything I want truly private will have a different password.
3 comments July 11, 2008
Mishmash
I’ve been lazy. So sue me. I keep thinking of things to write about. And then not writing. Actually, I should not be so hard on myself. I’ve been married for exactly 16 days. it’s not difficult or anything. The concept is just so new. B and I have been together 10 years and lived together 4 already. This just makes it official. More often than not I find I have to remind myself to think of him as “my husband.” Mostly this has just been a change in vernacular.
And an exercise in patience waiting to be able to officially change my name. And I am torn about doing it anyway. I have always had a love/hate thing with my maiden name. I’m sick of spelling it for everyone, hearing jokes about snoozing and for most of my life I couldn’t wait to get rid of it. And then my father died. My grandfather, his father, is still alive – and he will be 89 in December. My sister got married and changed her name last year. So when grandpa passes away (and I’m not saying that will be soon – for having heart problems and diabetes, the old Marine has been strong as an ox!) I will be the only descendent left with the name. My father was the only son. Still, this is my opportunity to change to a name I don’t have to spell. I’m doing it, but under minor protest. And I’m keeping my maiden as the middle – I figure this a fair compromise.
I wanted to mention something completely different – Bon Jovi. I love the Jovi. Well, I did until this last tour which for the first time ever excluded my area, but I digress. Bon Jovi has this crazy ability to be “there for me” at the most opportune moments. Here’s an example:
Saturday evening B and I were at a local restaurant for dinner. Seated behind me in a booth were 6-8 kids of about 13 years of age. All girls except for one. You can imagine the cacophony. Their parents were at a table next to us and exhibited the same bad manners as their offspring. Toward the end of our meal I held my head in my hands, trying in vain to cover my ears and I told Brian I was “trying to go to my ‘happy’ place.” We had a giggle and then it happened, “I’ll Be There For You” by Bon Jovi came on the PA.
I’m not saying these events are important in the grand scheme of things. They just hit at the precisely right moment every time. This is a rare song to hear in public now. And “I’ll be there for you” was just what I could use at that moment.
It’s like, cosmic.
Or something.
What else? I had a migraine – low grade – for two days this week. I worked through it but it was SO annoying. I still expect it to come back at any moment. Sigh.
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